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[The last thing he's interested in is being mocked, and Dualscar gives a defensive little snarl as he flops down on the sand beside him, putting the bag between them]

I'm not fuckin scaley, nor sloww.

[Smirks, finally glancing at Dualscar with a raise of an eyebrow.]

I know you're not scaly.

[With that he turns in his seat, immediately tugging at the bag and leaning over to look inside.]

What'd ya bring?

Hmph.

[He glares, but being alone is worse. Maybe, so he looks away]

Scotch.

[He pulls out a bottle, opens, and takes down a drink without a second thought before wiping his mouth, unaffected by the sting.]

Not much of a scotch man myself, but uh, this'll do.

[Caps it and tosses it Dualscar's way.]

That's only on account a the fact that you're uncultured as fuck.

[He catches it and takes a drink, growing more morose]

They'll come back, right?

I am.

[A heavy nod. He'll agree to that.]

My kind don't really get the benefit of learning that fancy shit. [Another eyebrow raise, sitting back again.]

Too busy with other things, you know. This and that. As for them- [A pause, shrugging a little.]

Maybe. Some day. I did. Sorry if that's not good enough. [Last bit not actually said sarcastically, oddly enough. He just keeps his stare out to the water.]

Yeah, wwell, I'm sure a that.

[He takes another drink, but he's not sure this is helping. Certainly this is making him feel worse, but he also doesn't want to leave. He misses Signless already with a crushing loneliness

With a suddenly harshness, he pushed the bottle at Summoner.]

It's not like before. He's not sleepin or dead, just gone. If he doesn't come back... I wwish I'd nevver fuckin' met that mutantblooded freak.

Liar.

[Just opens the bottle and drinks.]

Just accept you miss him, and be happy he was in your life. [A sigh, closing his eyes for a moment.]

How many fish do you think are out there infront of us right now?

No! Because if I'd nevver met him I wwouldn't a knowwn wwhat it wwas like--

[He stops, fins stiff and quivering, his throat closing. He grits his teeth and stops talking, glaring out over the ocean as he struggles for control. Signless had known how to get him talking about how he really felt without feeling as though he were admitting weakness. Before, he hadn't been willing to admit that he wasn't happy, and now it's just as hard to admit it to Summoner.]

Wwhy should I care howw many fuckin fish there are?

[Summoner gives him a short glance, not replying to the little outburst. He's not sure he really wants to help Dualscar feel better, it's not that he doesn't care, hell, his heart aches for the guy, losing two of his quadrants so quickly. But it's-]

[A hard to explain feeling.]

[He goes back to thinking about fish.]

Never said you did. Just answer the question, babe. [Takes another drink, handing it back.]

[It's all right, Summoner. Dualscar's pretty sure that you don't care.

No one cares. He's all alone in the world, now, mostly.

Glub.

He scowls and takes the bottle, takes a draught from it and huddles over it a little in a territorial way]

Wwell fuck, I don't knoww. A million?

More.

[Said with a rather endearing smile as he stares out at the water.]

Sometimes I wonder if I'd uh, hah, if I could ever reach out to all of 'em. Or if I try will I die from the strain. [A sigh, leaning back a little, wings opening.]

It's still in debate if the whole death thing still makes it worth it.

Wwhat's it feel like?

[He's never really wondered this, but Summoner's words make him question it for the first time. What would it be like to touch the mind of another creature, even if it wasn't a troll. Mindfang could do it to trolls, and that would be even better.

Or even worse. Maybe animals would be better, after all]

Heh... awesome. Completely awesome. It opens up everyone as possible friends and comrades. I uh- Heh, I guess it's a little hard to explain. [A sigh, shrugging his shoulders a little.]

But I feel a lot more comfortable talking to them, it's like we're all the same. [A smirk, leaning forward and running a hand through his hair, turning his head to glance at Dualscar.]

Sorry I can't show ya what I mean.

I'd rather not knoww. [Though he's got some curiosity, the thought of actually having his mind touched by another terrifies him. He's seen Mindfang dominate others far too many times, and it seems too intimate, besides, even if he were the one in control]

Wwhat can you evven talk about wwith a bunch a dumb animals, though? It's not like they can givve you advvice.

They're not that dumb, uh... depending on what you speak to, heh. And advice? Well maybe nothing straight forward. [Pulls his knees up closer to his chest, resting an arm on them.]

But maybe I uh... I like them for being simple, for, the most part anyway. I know what to expect, and sometimes those simple emotions and drives can influence you a lot more than petty shit trolls do. [A rather heavy sigh, wings flickering.]

Innocence is something the intelligent are uh, not so familiar with. And I like reminding myself that it exists. Because I sure as hell aren't, and don't really deserve to be.

Ah- But that's all right, I accept what I got, eh?

[Smiles, gesturing for the bottle with a hand.]

I wwould a thought they'd be like dumb animals. Maybe you're just not that far awway from them, intellectually. [It's a shitty as hell joke, but it's said almost affectionately, and he'd have nudged the other troll's shoulder if it weren't for the enormous horns getting in the way.

He grimaces a little, then reluctantly hands the bottle over]

No troll is really innocent.

Don't think that's the case and you uh, are underestimating them and me, man, gotta stop doing that, I've shown you- heh- on multiple occasions what I can do.

[He actually gets that tone in Dualscar's words and is a little surprised, giving him a smile and taking the bottle to take a swig of it, looking at the glass and swirling it around after wards.]

No, they're not, that's my point. Pretty much taught to not be, uh, considering the trials and all. But that's the thing, ain't it?

[Shrugs, handing the bottle back.]

It's taught.

I knoww wwhat you can do. [He huffs and rubs his own knee]

I knoww it's taught, too. I'vve seen it for myself.

[Smirks, moving his wings to allow him to lay down on the sand comfortably.]

What raised you?

[He stiffens a little, looking out to sea.] It wwas called a Cetea. They're vvery rare, rather like a wwhale but not a the same species.

[He pauses, moving a little in his seat.]

Oh yeeaahh. [Cups his chin.]

I spoke to a few of 'em back home. Had front feet of a landwalker, hey? [Smiles.]

[He stiffens more, pulling back to free his chin from the light grip. He's not smiling, and he doesn't look back at him]

Right, that's the type a lusus it wwas. Died wwhen I wwas a wwiggler, so I don't remember it much.

Heh, ah- that happens sometimes. It's the problem with lusii.

[Lays back, hands behind his head, legs crossing as he gazes at the sky.]

Cetea are pretty great riding animals, also, by the way. They wear a saddle well. If you can get one on 'em. They tend to be a bit feisty. [Laughs, giving Dualscar a wink.]

[It's quick and sudden as a striking snake. Dualscar turns and lunges at the brownblooded troll, snarling with bared teeth. He grabs him by the collar and shoves without letting go, shaking him.]

Howw dare you!

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